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2011-01-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

I was really so sorry for my late post again.
Blog was in a dead time for the past 2 months i guess.
I'm guilty now, as each time i promise myself that i gonna update it and at last...
I knew i shld not blame on the stupid maxis broadband that i had now
Beacaus of it's super connection... LOL

I was really busy this fews month.
Non-stop working ...

Hmm not much to say this time, was jus update a while...
To prevent any unwanted thing to happen.
I was tired...
Really tired, hope tonight can get good slp as last night i din.
Night!

Blur

2010-11-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm so lost this recently...

Feel like my life or my world become more n more complicated!

Sometime,

just wanna dump everything and run away...

But could i do so?

NO WAY!!!

I love my family

How do i can do so?

N now i had attached to someone that really love me

& i love him too of caus...

Actually i dont have much demand

A simple one...

Very simple one....................... Hmmm

I want a peaceful life

Sweet and peace!

I want my family stay happy all the time

I want me & my B relationship could be stable a bit

Since when i also dont know,

I start to worry ....

Worry about this, worry about that,

my mind didnt really get a chance to relax...

Worry about life, work, relatiohship...

But for me,

i knew which was the main one will easily affected my mind & soul

That is something out of human's control.

I'm tough when come to problems or challenges,

i dare to fight back whenever i'm right.

But when come to this problem,

I always will be a loser.

In this game,

always end up...

i get hurt i get pain and i get nothing besides weaken my body.

Luckily,

i still able to stand up back and look forward for future.

Becaus i knew,

only me, myself who are holding my life on.

We cant choose where we being born, the family background

and even our everything...

But we still can choose the pathway that we wanna to live,

we still can create the lifestyle that we want that we demand.

I want a happy, peaceful, sweet and healthy lifestyle.

I want a colourful life that bring joy and also cheer people around me.

I want a life that i would not regret if come to dead.

Thus,

I'll try my best to really live in this world.

Life is short but yet i'll make it meaningful!

I'm blur due to the subborness of myself to look at the problems.

Becaus i hold my both hand tight with the problems....

N that's why i'm suffer.

I feel stress, i feel my heart tight and barely to breath.

So, i need to learn how to open up my fingers and let go the things...

Sometime, only let go we'll get back the freedom or the space that we want.

I always mention it as - the comfort zone!

Haha

Step behind a step, you'll see the different.

You'll realize and found out that it wasnt really that bad.

Live your life with yourself , the true of you.

Unleash your potential and make it come true.

I love my life

I love everything that around me.

I appreciate it.

Even sometime i feel like dying,

i knew it was really so harsh...

but yet i manage to gain over it,

this is a pathway or stage that let us grow.

It was a test that decide whether how far you can stand.

I'm a leader,

I'm an elder,

I'm a woman that can handle things well without a man,

so i need to prove it that....

whether how far i can stand.

Craping

2010-11-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

Let's START craping now!

Due to public holiday that i got,

i decide to go back my hometown

to stick together with my family!

I'm happy ......

Photo captured in my office,

when lunch break.

I will be back to pg again in Saturday morning,

by flight and will be pick up by my lovely B.

I can see him when i arrive in pg airport!

Wooo

I'm delighted!

Hehehehe

Sound very stupid huh?

But every single human that in love,

especially girls are actually will do a lot of stupid things

and also some stupid emotions will be carried...

Just like me!

Yea baby i need you from time to time,

if really without you......

I guess i.....

Hmm,.. dont even dare to think more about that.

Oppps.!

It's really sound that i'm really too rely on him i guess.

Was really bored at home,

besides helping my parents i had nothing to do..

So this is why i have plenty of time to blog and fb.

I miss my B

Don't really can get what he was really busy with...

B i miss you like hell...

Did you feel it?

I wish you're here with me everyday......

I wish you're here to smile with me everyday.......

Baby i love you !

Sweet love

2010-11-18T11:45:00.001+08:00

Sweet love that i had now

It's really awesome!

I love my B & the way he love me thou.

Whenever he was there,

you can see my true smile that really apply on my face.

Its so real...

I mean its the sign of happiness that really came out from my heart!

Does it look sweet ?

My friends were all comment about it,

: " OHhhh my, you smile so sweet! "

When they captured that photo for me.

Because ... he was there in my mind and my heart for every moment.

My salad

Wanna diet so so much!

As i really gain weight on this recently...

So sad about that.

So trying to eat lesser and skip my dinner.

Vegetables is the best choice when meal time (:

Actually i miss my long hair this recently,

may be when i looked back the old photo that i took last time.

Thus, i must very hardworking to wash my hair

treatment on it!

Reason being: I wan my long hair back!

Hehehehe

I want the lady look back,

i mean the sweet lady look...

Probably will more amaze my B i guess....

Hehehehe

I love him

I really love him

I mean i super duper wooper love him

New chapter

2010-10-09T00:47:00.000+08:00

This is the latest me

Brand new Christine Ooi

With her short red hair & new life

She was now in a relationship with someone that she love!

The feeling was so great.

Being loved by someone that really love her & she love.

The guy n her started like a strike lighting

Which sound that everything was moved with a speed..

N yet there was sure some problems that they will faced,

but she willing to take those challenges and

she told herself to be brave n strong enough to overcome it.

Reason being: She love him .

It's just that simple... as simple as ABC.

Test or exams will be given by god from time to time,

she remember her father told her before....

" If you love him, please bear with everything, learnt to accept and

stay strong no matter how, true love need to be proved

and it take times to be proved too... "

He gave her ... necklace that represent true love,

she knew that he was so into to her,

and she was also serious with him.

She actually wanna take this opportunity to tell him that,

she wanna grab his hand tightly and together

to solve problem by problem that they will face.

Is this good enough for you to be a answer that i wanna be with you so much??

B I love you .

I love you as i love my life, my family so much !

Will update more..

As i have a lot of photo wanna share.

Since that i had disappear for about one month,

i feel so guilty and sorry for my readers!

I'm happy with what i had now!

i appreciate it so much.

Thanks god.

[ STAY TURNED ]

Please bear with me....

- love -

No C,M,Y but left K

2010-09-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

Randomly...

This is recent me.

I wish to be slimmer, to be sexier and even hotter.

What a bad wish?..

Yea

I always so naive.

My character does not really go appropriate with my outlook.

Everyone told me that when first time saw me,

will thought that i'm a soft person,

quiet and even polite.

But when the days go by, eventually,..

they'll realize that's not the truth anymore,

as i'm .... hahaha!

I'm not that tame!

I strongly aren't being pampered (:

After some crazy photo-snapping,

Imma getting better (;

My life was simple,and my wish were simple too!

But just... i have lotsss of wish that i wish ,

which seem like not simple at all!

Lol

Alright,

no matter how, life still keep move on.

I'll put a big smile on my face as what i had promise to myself before.

I love my life and i appreciate it.

Thanks god for being with me all the while!

我决定了

2010-08-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

很多人告诉我女人是狠心的动物

当她们不要了就会很绝情的

我也是女人我也会绝情？

我不懂我是否算绝情

但我决定了决定离开了

我告诉过他我会离开

我会用种种方法确定我真的离开了

我搬离了我原来一直住的家

刚好也是个机缘

因为本来就只是住到这个月尾

新的住宿其实距离现在的地方一段距离

我把所有以前的信息全都删除了

我把唯一他对我好的一切都没留下了

希望我能好好加油

毕竟放下和离开其实需要很大的勇气

再加上没有实际的分手场合

让人很难跨那一步

我其实一直都知道

他不是那么寒心的人

但是我希望之后换他来唤醒我

如果以后还有缘的话

但这一次就已一个没有结束的结束来了断

我们之间的一切

怎样的爱情最刻骨？

没有结果没有一定定义

的爱情最刻骨最美丽

我们之间算是吧

相爱但却不能走下去

见到对方时目光焦点都会在对方身上移动

眼神的交错会让俩人挫愣一会

若隐若现的暧昧的关心

真叫人摸不着头脑

我们真的就这样吧

你对着我都累了

是我的失败让你感到累了

是我的执著让自己一次比一次更受伤

所以你放心

我这一次知道痛字怎么写了

我终于知道自己是真的爱你

而不是因为寂寞或者依赖

Late Midnight

2010-08-11T01:38:00.000+08:00

10.8.10

Woops

Its kinda late now, i mean very very late.

Bt i still here to blog as i just got a chance to

upload my photo.

So many photo was not been arranged yet.

Was in a mess...

* headache

Its ok,

Let just blog a simple one,

let you all know bout my life n look (:

This was current me,

so so so current...

HAHA

I love myself.

I would not let myself feel the pain anymore.

Will have lots of activities, party and mayb dinner.

Although actually i'm not that into it,

but for now... i mean temporarily,

i need to use it.

If not i'll have a lot of thoughts when i come to emptyness.

I dont want that.

I want being fulled and filled.

Yea, my laopo was right.

I'll get through this time no matter how.

Thanks laopo, love you!

Ohs shit!!!

I just left 5 hours only...

God ... 24 hours was not enough for me =(

Picture was took in Station One

Was learning some new stuff from my friend

She was a great one!

Teechee ;D

Stay turned; will be right back !

Muackxxx

L o V e .

Hurts

2010-08-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

You hurt me so much this time.

My heart was bleeding.

My soul was so weak.

My brain was blank.

My body was break into pieces.

I hate you this time.

Hate you be so cool-blooded.

I swear this time was the last time.

DAMN!

I get enough of it.

I admit i'm the loser in this game.

I wanna quit and no for the next time.

I'll try my very very best fucking leaving you!

The words that you said keep playing in my head.

Those words took tones of my tears.

Seriously, i wanna punch you so much!

Fuck you!

I'll get my revenge one day.

Ur loss not mine.

Pray ing . Missing

2010-08-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Praying for tomorrow , hope there will not be a very big issue
Praying for my beloved daddy , hope he'll recover soon
Praying for my love one , hope he won and get the prize
* but he din even call me so mean that....???
Praying i'll be more cautions and reduce those silly mistakes
Praying my day after tomorrow will be more beautiful
Praying i'll gonna step forwards without be afraid
Praying i'll gain back my luck and confidence

I'll gone through,
I'll be alright.
Everything will be fine.

Dont give too much pressure, there's nothing to be worry.

C H E E R S
(:

I miss my parents,

I miss my daddy and mum,

I'm currently waiting the day to be home.

Still countdown...

Just now just finish talked with my lovely dad,

he was right.

He was the only one who was really understand me,

he was irresplaceble.

Mum was waiting the day i'll be back too.

She promise to cook my favourites's.

Staying outside alone , apart from family ...

is not a nice feeling to have.

As home was the best place for us (:

You know why?

Home Sweet Home !!!

My Feeling

2010-08-01T23:13:00.000+08:00

Let's blog about my recent feeling...

I mean the emotions.

Listening to Mariah Carey - I Still Believe

while blogging this post.

This song was a song that full with hope.

Its was the best to decribe my feeling.

I did told myself and even my close friend that i wanna let go him,

and forget everything to ensure that i can have a new life.

Restart everything and do not let myself get hurts again.

But its doesnt works at all...

As in my mind there are always a hope for me.

I do always hope that there will be someday for me & him

to be in love and together again.

I knew i should not have that thought anymore,

but ... i still feel like ... he was still there for me.

He was still care about me.

May be he was just too busy,

and that is not the reason to let me leave him away.

Unless he really does not like me anymore,

then only i'll move away.

I would say,

I'll let time to proove everything.

Whether we really can be again or not,

that will be an answer after ... then.

So, let moving forward together with time,

wisely use our time and manage it well.

I'll not waste it anymore as i really found out that time flies.

I wanna grab it tight and do things effectively.

I wanna proove that how much i love and i care about him,

i wanna proove that how much i can be improved by this few months,

i wanna proove that i can manage well my career and him at the same time.,.

There are still lots that i wanna proove..

But the only and one was still go back to.... my love towards him.

I would say,

there nothing to be doubt for it.

I'm running after you,

chasing you behind and yelling loud that

" I love you baby and i just need you...... "

I miss you.

Honestly, i really miss you.

Weeks for us does not seen each other

and days for us does not contact each other ...

There are few time,

i grab up my phone tight but just do not brave enough

to give you a call to listen to ur voice.

I was really contracdiction.

Gosh!

A R G H

2010-07-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

whenever when i'm alone,

my life was like empty...

when its empty.......

the feeling of missing you was really so strong !

i miss you like hell !

i wish that you're here with me...

~~Baby~~

why do i love you so much ?

Go for passionate, and i still believe

2010-07-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

Born to be in that way.

I was a person full with passionate,

passion with everything that in my soul.

Talk about fashion

Read about magazine

Care about family,the love one and even friends

Think about future

Work with full heart to get something in return.

Thus,

i have one breakable heart.

I mean it's easily breakable...

Easily to be soft hearted eventhought

i swear that i'll not compromise anymore

Its really make me feel so contradiction

I knew this was me

It's was my character

Sometime,

i do ask myself for not to be that passionate anymore.

But yet i'm born to.

I cant really fling off that part of me.

I'm easily trapt in love

Whenever i love someone

then i'll easily get emotions,

the mixed feeling that could not be expressed by words.

I ... still believe.

Someday you and me,

will be in love again.

The feeling in between love or not

its killing me,

i'll get insane after a while with this kind situation.

I choose the way,

i'm not regret with it.

Its really wonderful but yet

that was terrible consequences that i need to face .....

That's always one question that i want to ask,

will there be the second chance for us to be together

and love by you again?

The feeling that you gave was so strong whenever

you look into my eyes,

i knew that's the true feeling that you aint really control it for,..

I get that message,

its really touch my soul.

But did you realize for that?

You always give me thousand and shit reasons

that just hope that i'll stay away from you...

Its really hurt.

Its hurt when you spoke in that way...

Althought you're not mean to

I always hoping there was one day,

we'll meet again, talk again, everything was like restart again...

I still believe ...

I still have a dream...

Good Luck & All The best

2010-07-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

A short post
A simple post
Just to show that how much i care...

All the best & good luck
Today was the day for him
An important day as it was the competition day
He has been so busy for the past 2 months
Busy for the preparation and everything

I hope he get the prize and the name
I hope he win
I hope everything he hope, he would achieve

God bless, bless him always And take care of him too.

It was Sunday

2010-07-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hey

The picture was took on sunday.

It was a dull one for me.

Nothing much special,

except early morning i had ' dim sum ' as my breakfast...

Hehe

It has been ages that i always skip my breakfast on the lovely sunday

I'm kinda exicted and not patient enough to wait for the day,

when my buddy told me that they gonna come find me in pg...

And i promise will leave one day for them...

As last,

the feeling was exactly the same like the rain after the day..

But ,

still a day for me.

I hope the next or the coming one will be more cokourfull!

Hoping for the coming Sunday,

where to go??

Maybe go and explore something new with my fren or buddy again!

Hehe

Any suggestion?

Any special and nice food to intro?

Tell me, tell me ... Tell me more!

As i guess i still not yet discover the lovely pg island yet

Cheers!

Tcare and have a nice dream tonight,

- End -

A late post

2010-07-28T12:33:00.000+08:00

Picture captured on 27 April 2010

My Birthday

Due to wireless connection down in my house,

so until now only i have a chance to post it...

Well, my minds was full with the words that i wanna share with.

Hmm... those people in that picture were all my buddy.

Will the coming days still the same?

Actly i miss those days...

I'm someone that full with passion and love,

that's my spirits ...

I born to.

Due to that strong caring feeling,

i easily get strike up by something that i did not expected.

Actly, i did not angry or mad anymore.

Bt i jus dunno how to face them.

I scare i get hurt again...

I scare i'll be let down by them again...

The feeling of escaping make me refuse to get closer with them.

Give me sometime,

I'll be better after a while.

Take care my bro.

I knew you'll view it,

thanks for supporting my blog,

I'm glad to know that.

If i'm ready,

i'll let you know when the apologise dinner can be threated.

Cheers!

Curse

2010-07-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

♥

She will chase you around for a while ;

But when there's going to be a day

when she's gonna stop running incircles around you.

She going to get over you

and that very moment you're going to wish you had let her catch you.

AND

I promise someday you'll regret lossing me......

You'll think back and said

: " Damn... that girl really did love me!"

Time flies

2010-07-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

Time passes so fast,

i mean damn fast!

It's almost one year...

I mean between me & him.

But the most happy moment was still in my head.

Whenever i think back or have a look,

i'll smile without my notice.

I'm happy at that time,

i mean i'm really happy.

Everything he said and did,

was still there for me to rmb for the entire of my life time.

* sound like a stupid girl stupid girl still holding tight and hope on he could turn back??

I dont know .... =.=

I get a lot of chances to eat whatever i want.

Honestly, being pampered by a chef was really sweet!

Hahahaha

That was a sample one that he did just to try out the taste,

but i was really lucky that i get to eat first before him...

How nice would it be right?

Hehehe

Work as a waitress in the restaurant and i was glad to know them.

The feeling was so warm like a family.

They taught and they guided as well!

I miss that time so much......

I knew i would not have a chance to look back or even go back anymore,

but please just allow me to share those memory.

It was so hard to explain by words,

i was really really happy for that period.

We both will see each other everyday, speak to each other everyday...

At first, was just like a buddy...

But yet it turn up as a admire and eventually become someone only that i need.

I knew i rely on him too much...

Well, now ... things change.

Those memory was like a dream i guess...

He was awake from it? I don't know and i wouldn't want to know anymore.

But i still miss him...... as i love him deep before.

Many people are telling me, how stupid or idiot that i'm,

Love quotes always mention about, only fool will trust in love either love or true love,

so i just admit it, i'm a damn fool !

Anyhow, i feel better when i share out.

Sharing is caring isn't it??

If you guys care about me, please let me know,

at least i'm not alone ......

Cheers!

- End -

Dragon-i

2010-07-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

Virgin !!!

Haha i mean the first time trying in this famous restaurant.

I dont have a chance to visit this restaurant until only yesterday...

Thanks to my two bro, brotherhood!

Haha

The setting, quite special thought.

" Bing ma yong "

I look kinda tired right?

* Maybe caus of tired to talk with them, hahaha

Sia sui look ... Haha

Its blur , sorry.

Was waiting the food, and i'm too free so ...

Again ....

Until my food was there in front of me!

Haha

Was so delight... I ordered spicy & sour ramen

Its still hot .... Can you see and feel it??

Hahaha

" Xiao long pao "

Must eat item !

Wooooo ...

" Ma po guo fan "

My ramen

After finish our lovely dinner,

went for movie.

Twilight saga - ESCLIPE

Edward Cullen was damn perfect!

How nice if he is a real one??

I'll chase after him no matter how tough would it be..

Sound like being a slut?

Hahahaha

I guess so.

If being a slut can get a guy like him,

why not?

Didnt hav a try , then who knows?...

* chunckle

Simple day

2010-07-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

That's me!

Its was saturday,

the day i work half day.

Was busy with my report.

Feel so relief after i done it,

as its had been pending for about a week more...

Hehehe!

Was so confuse and struggle this few days.

I knew what's going on,

and yet i still act like nothing happen.

Caus no one can help me,

unless me myself.

Sometime i feel like myself was drowing...

in a deep sea that without the end.

Sometime i feel like i was really barely able to breath...

It was so torture.

It was so cruel and yet so ......

The truth telling me that,

i'm just a nobody.

Those days was like...... a dream.

People had wake up from it since so long,

but i still making dream.

I knew that i'm stupid.

So i learnt to let go everything.

But honestly its was not a easy thing,

the feeling was so distracted!

I hate it!

Bless me.

Make me safe and make me fine.

I was just an ordinary girl who with a simple heart,

to treat a simple one as her forever one.

I did not do mistakes,

i did not lie or bluff,

i did not.....

i swear i just love him as the only one.

Yet, i get these as the ending?

Sigh

Sometime god was so unfair,

maybe its my fault that i love him too much.

I guess so.

Let talk about other thing,

switch the topic.

Ohs ya, it was Bon Odori on that day.

Was planning to go,

but yet becaus of raininng,

many people cancle it.

I'm one of them!

Hahaha

Actly i did not really want to go too,

just was really too bored.

I dont have place to hang around,

or i can say i dont have a place that i feel belongs.

With my new spec

Driving is playing most role of my life as my career need it so much!

Hehe

The bright red colour make me look brighter and fairer?

New high waist pant ,

i damn like it,

but i need to be slimmer only it look perfect!

Haha

-End-

2010-07-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

Was addicted to Airplane - B.o.b Ft Harley Williams recently.

" Can we pretend the airplane in the night sky like a shooting stars??

I could really use a wish right now... "

I wish too.

To use a wish right now..

I wish ...... eveything can go back to the starting point.

I wish i can rewind the time and get start again,

i wish i can start all over again...

I knew the answer is NO.

But is just a wish from me,

a stupid wish!

Haha.

♥

Share some love quotes with you all.

Love isn't finding someone you can live with, it's finding someone you can't live without.
Love; do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, love as long as you live.
Faith makes all things possible, love makes them easy.
Love builds bridges where there are none.
Once in a while right in the middle ordinary life, love give us a fairy tales.
To the world has one person, but to this one person has my world!
Love is love, love is you, i love love so i love you.
Love is only a chapter in a guy's life, but to a girl, it's the whole book.
True love doesn't have a happy ending, true love doesn't have an ending.
Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one.

Love ♥♥♥

Always is beautiful,

but yet i still met the ugly one.

Hope next time i could meet a better and beautiful one.

Blessed.

Stay cool

2010-07-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

" STAY COOL "

It's a new word for me.

For the recently me.

Why??

As i wanna stay cool ! >.<

I wan to be more cool.

Be steady.

I wanna reduce those easily panic and nervous attitude.

I wanna be more calm from now onwards,

so it's a new challenge for me again.

I wanna stay cool.

No matter how tough,

how harsh or how difficult,

i'll keep remind myself to be cool and steady.

Haha!

Funny though.

But i knew i can make it.

" WAKA WAKA "

Bless me.

I'll try my very very very best.

FIFA 2010

2010-07-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

Finally ...... it was SPAIN !!!
Ohs my, i won a few meal too!
Was wondering, if ... meal change to $$,
don't know how much i can get?
* greedy bulb
Hehehehehehe

But i was still happy,
as ... SPAIN does not let me down like other team do!
I still remember how BRAZIL make me sad and upset for the whole night.
Its ok, let see how the revenge go in future of the next 4 years!
Huhuhu

Bed Time

2010-07-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

Was so sleepy now,

put on my pyjamas,

then wash my face,

brush my teeth

and off to the bed.

" Good night " everyone.

May you sleep tight and sweet dreams.

I wish i m happy everyday.

Its really simple right?

I'm not greedy right?

But sometime still hard for me to get it.

W h y ?

Love matters??

Or Career??

Or $$??

Or..

'.'

Ok let give a stop for me to quiry myself again.

If not i might going to be sleepless again.

Once again,

Night.

The only rose

2010-07-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hey

Share with you all,

this is the only favourite for me.

I don't know why i would fall for it,

but i still remember it was a story that happened in the age of 7.

I was just a little girl who really love flower,

i like colours...

And when i'm sensitive to colours,

so when i saw things come in colourful,

that really so easy can attract my eye and heart away!

That incident was.......

I accompany my mum to a flower's shop,

she wanna buy some special vase for her fake tulip.

When i was in there,

i feel like i was in a big big flower farm.

Varieties of flowers stood in front of me,

its kinda cute and funny... but its really make me so focus!

Roses are amazing!

Roses give me a special and a warm feeling.

Its really ...... nice!

How to say?

Hmmmm........... It was like deep inside my soul.

But after i found out there was a blue roses,

it really melt my heart away...

So i fall for the frist sight.

Even until now, whenever there was a bule rose,

it easily make me glazed or starred.

Blue rose represent mystery.

The blue rose does not naturally occur in nature,

as they lack the pigment necessary to create the blue coloring.

Instead, blue roses began with florists dying white roses with blue pigments.

In recent years, blue roses have been grown using genetic engineering.

Much like it's mysterious beginnigs,

the blue rose signifies mystery or the possibility of attaining that which seems impossible,

mostly because it's a rarity in nature.

This mystery of the blue rose makes it perfect for those with a complex personality

or that crush that seems just out of reach.

I guess one of the meaning of that,

hit me up.

It was so true!

I'm trying so hard to get along with him,

but still.... i would just only cross my finger close.

Hope that everything will be fine,

and i would not expect so much from our relationship anymore.

As i'm tired.

I knew one day,

i'll be fine again... But when can i get to that day??

* a serious question.... that hardly have the answer.

Amelia Cafe, QEII and Cucuk Udang

2010-07-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hey my readers.

I m back , back to blog more often and write more about my story.

As be a blogger , is just be urself.

Share every moments with ur hearts.

Today was saturday, public holiday.

So i have plenty of time to arrange my activities,

and i'm glad that i can get to the places that have been planned.

First, i visit Amelia Cafe.

This was a small little cottage style cafe,

own by a couple of sweet husband and wife,

it was introduce by my friend quite a long time,

but until today only got a chance to visit it.

The Outlook.

It locate at Jalan Armenian, beside Cheah Kongsi

or beside Eldeweiss Cafe.

* The sun was so strong until i can't even open my eyes properly.

Opsss, haha

Please remember do not visit this cafe for dinner,

as it did not serves dinner.

Their menu was made from F&N card box,

very creative and environmental friendly right?

*It was handmade and unique!

The drink that i had.

Banana and muesli lassi

*muesli was a kind of nut

My meal.

Aglio olio with pork sausage

My friend's drink and meal.

Banana and lime milk shake.

Majoran pasta with pork meat ball.

* We both love banana?? Haha.. but for me of cause! It provide protein (:

Cheah Kongsi

Telephone booth with no telephone.

Haha

* I like this picture so much

New sitting style?

Headed to QEII

I had been to this restaurant once before,

last year in July ...

And i'm a Hai Namese (:

Any good Hai Nam's dishes can intro me,

i would go and have a try.

Sky and sea ... what a super match in here.

* I love it

My friend request me to smile like that,

Big smile = very happy,

so did you guys feel the ' very happy ' feeling??

Hehehe

The sea wind blow my hair away , -.-

Next, my friend suggest one secret place for me.

Did you all know the shell's petrol station located near Jetty there?

Okay, straight from that direction you'll see a stall on ur left hand side,

selling deep fried roti with jagung.

It was really nice!

But too bad i din get the chance to snap it.

Then from there drive slowly and carefully,

turn in a ' lorong ' that was bout fews meter away from the stall.

You'll come to a .......

Home based stall selling cucuk udang,

' loh bak ' and ' tau kua '

Hot hot hot ...

Tada !!

It really thumbs up! (:

You can either take away or eat at there,

but eat at there...

Must sacrifice a bit, as it was hot and

no a proper place to eat,

but we enjoy it with this kind of eating style,

it was really fun.

Headed back. Chulia's road

Say bye bye to today.

And both of us was really satisfy !

Great day.

* But was tired ... spending whole day

>.<

Football n ME

2010-07-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

S P A I N vs G E R M A N Y

later on in 2.30 am!

What a pretty match !!!

Gosh... I cant watch it,will only can watch by tmr

:((

If can, i wish to watch together with him,

with our belover tiger in hand and some snacks of course !

Woooooo... how great will it be?..

Its ok, i shall wait for the next four years for the coming FIFA world cup.

_________________________________________________________

This is me.

Currently me.

Fat and round face.

Fat and round body, totally out of shape, whre is my " S " ??

;((

I was currently busy.

No party time.

No shopping time.

Everyday was jus dealing with my job and task.

I miss him every single second.

I miss the time we spend together when i was on holiday for the past one month.

I was happy , i mean i was really really have fun!

I appreciate it.

Although it was just a simple one, but it mean so much for me.

I have a lot of wishes that still pending in my list.

I have a lot of dreams.

** But the wish i wish the most i guess... god also knew it! Chunkle ..

As .... i'm just a woman, an ordinary one ! hehehe...

I wish to become slimer. Beside cut down my food,any suggestion??

I eat a lot this recently. Especially dinner!!..

People say, we eat a good breakfast,

a full lunch and a light dinner, drink a lot of water, eat a lot of fruits.

Ur weight will be in an average point.

But mine situation was .....

I do not eat a good breakfast,

i do not eat a full lunch but a full dinner,

i seldom drink, and i likes fruits...

But the result end up , i turn F A T.

OK, i understand where is my problem.

I should do something on it...

Bless me >.<

Waiting for my dinner,

i m bored so i took some photo while waiting. Lol

I miss him all the time.

Just want a simple n peaceful one

2010-07-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

If 'L I F E' can be a simple and peaceful one,

how great would it be ?

I was always seeking for a simple and peaceful one,

and yet i always get a complicated and stressful one.

Sometime, my brain wants to get over the challenges

and beat everything that was blocking me to step foward

but yet sometime it just want to be relax and cool down...

Day dreaming for the whole day

Blank for the whole day

Or even myself also dont know what the hell inside going on...

I love the challenges and difficulties life,

As it show that my life was with colours.

It does not dull, it does not remains with just only black & white

I m glad , glad that god give the best things for me.

I appreciate all those happy or unhappy moment,

i grab every single moment with heart and share.

I do hope everything will move smooth and i can have a nice platform to perform better,

as life still goes on, no matter how harsh sometime, we still need to get over with smile.

Live our life to the fullest then only you'll feel the world !

I wish that everything will be fine and i wish i would have a better one.

i m not greedy , i jus wanna be happy.

No more ~~tears~~, no more ~~' sigh '~~ , no more ~~' wtf or wth .... '~~ even no more ~~W H Y~~

When i m tired, i'll let go everything and .... that's it, the ' . ' should be there.

To end up everything that suppose to be.

I knew it gonna be tough , it gonna be challenging..

But i have no choice

Unless i m not christine ooi ....

lol

I can make it .

C h e e r = )

Sistahood

2010-07-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the super super late update for this post.
It was actually on 9 June until 12 June.
My sister visit me in pg.

Does we look alike ?

People say we're twins..

Gosh...

i'm older n i'm her sister !!

* serious tone

This look s w e e t

[ sistahood ]

black shoes vs white shoes

white bag vs black one

* funny thou

Outfit on that day

Captured in g hotel

Having dinner in Cusine Bou,

then headed to gurney area for after dinner walk,

then turn to g hotel lobby.

Sit and snap

lol

sing k in red box

The light is perfect

lunch in nandos

Hehe

Silly one .....

wooo, my purple reddish hair...

Dinner in Dao Rae

A lot of food.... but just me n her finish it !!

* we regret at the end

Love this !

Seafood pan - cake

Pork ribs spicy soup

I enjoy the day with my sista

" L o v e "

End

k l

2010-07-03T17:33:00.000+08:00

It was a short one which last for 3 days 2 night

Its really super short!!

I was quite greedy actually,

i want more ...... in future.

Can i?

Went with him ,

but unfortunately was not went in the same bus.

Still .. reach the same place.

So,

i'm still happy and enjoy with it.

Baby reach in afternoon,

i reach in evening.

lol

*********

I forget to close the flash,

yet i like this picture,

it make me look so slim (:

The king size bed

Living room

I forget to take kitchen's photo.

Next time maybe ...

hehe

K L C C

It was so crowded,

and i found out that time was jus weekday

if weekend,

i cant imagine it ...

=.-

New shoes . New blouse

Baby teach me how to eat this.

I tot the taste will be ' yucks ',

yet it turn up with ' yumm '

I like it thou ...

* satisfy that i had a try

Back to hotel again

after a tired walk .

* was super tired and i slept earlier

Picture took before i left,

say bye bye to everything ...

Then off we went.

I'm the one who really don want to say good bye,

at first was not used to it..

But yet it just like warm chocolate,

when you have a first drink,

you get surprise and you feel hot,

but yet eventually you feel warm

after some time (:

I m not used to stick together with him

for everyday,

but yet .... i knew i actually hope to have a second time .

Baby

I love you .

My Dinner

2010-06-17T23:38:00.000+08:00

****

Feel so happy that finally i got time to go market early in the morning.

Bought breakfast for me and him,

then went for my class.

When i get bac home again, was about 6 something,

i was tired and hungry.

So i decided to cook since morning i had bought some

vege that i wanna cook!

Tada !

The taste are not bad,

and even the look also look delicious right?

*wink

was thinking what can i cook next..

Hehe

Was really enjoy cooking whenever i cook.

And dunno why i fall for cooking this recently,

may be becaus of him i guess.

Stay tuned

Will have more of my story !

****

I love this simple and meaningful life

What i want now & next

2010-06-17T10:45:00.000+08:00

NOW

I want a peaceful life
I want a simple life
I want to help him until he get success
I want to become a capable woman
I want to earn as much experience i could
I want to become more fasionable & knowlegeable

NEXT

I want a challenge life
I want get to my dream
I want to obtain the word of ' success '
I want to judge and see every single thing with myself
I want to earn more $$
I want to buy more cloths,bags and shoes that i want
I want spend more!
I want to have enough $$ to purchase my own property
I want to so much thing that are really different from those who are also
jus 20 ....
I want to become somebody in my future and bright up every single minutes
I want a happy life with him

I want become this ...

Can i achive those???

Will blog often

2010-06-15T02:10:00.000+08:00

I guess i'll blog more often, as i just deactivate my FB acc.
Dont feel to use it...

I'm tired.
Now was 2 something in the morning,
bt still blogging...

Going to bed soon.
I wanna go for holiday !
Wanna threw up everything that was with me now,

wanna start a new chapetr in my life and forget the past one!

I'll plan more for my future,

do more thing that i really want,

i dont want to waste my time.
Earn $$ and experience as much i can.
I can do it !!
Go go christine ooi ...
Wish me ba!

Picture took on FIFA world cup opening night in SOI 11

Was with my ex colleages they all.

Quite enjoy thou, as i miss them too....

I hope i'll do better !

Jiayou ~

I'm miss purple

2010-05-17T02:12:00.000+08:00

New hair

New nails

New life

New journey

New me !

Haha

New topic

New style

I donate my cloth again,.. for the xxx times

* I had forgot which times for me to donatemy cloth

It still can wear,

jus i feel like not wearing d ... =x

But last time they're my favourite ... Oppss

And thus,

I have new cloth ! (:

I was so satisfy as i bought wif my own $$

Feel so good

You earn by urself and you spend

* but i spend wisely :))

hehehehe

New patner (:

Love to hang out with her

As it was so enjoy !

* She was really a funny funny fren

haha

New angle for photo shooting !

* I din copy anyone,

jus suddenly feel like having fun snapping in this way,

dun sparming me please..

LOL

Miss my family

2010-05-16T11:57:00.000+08:00

:((((

Miss them so much

Sighhhh

Hope buddha always bless them

Wish them always in a pink of health

I miss them so much

They're my everythg

I love them!

Good morning !

2010-05-16T11:21:00.000+08:00

. F a t .

After looking back some recently photo that i took

Slim down feeling was so so so strong,

but yet i cant control myself.

I eat A LOT !!!

Even supper also ' zao sat '

Arghhh

I want slim down

I really want slim down

**must self-decipline a bit ler

if not later no ppl want me ...

hehe

jiayou!!!

Wish me hav a nice body later then (:

Say bye bye to brown

2010-05-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

♥

My hair actly quite long d ...

*just realize, but now shorter a bit d

I want slim down for these coming soon months

As i'll choose one day out for photo shooting again

outdoor's shoot!

Yea , can't wait :)

So ... diet diet diet

Say no to ~~supper, high calorie food, goreng goreng~~

~~Even sweet's food~~

Opsssss

hope i can really stay away from them :S

Fighting!

Purple

2010-05-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥

I dye my hair to purple reddish colour

n i cut it shotter a bit

*happy

New look now

I'm nt getting use to it yet

Feel weird

But many of them give comment

that IT WAS really nice ...

Hope after few times,

i would say this out too hehe

♥♥♥

We meet each other so coincidentally

I was shock when he called me

fate ba i guess

HAHA

He would never ever forget me,

don't him?

* pray so *

Woolala

2010-05-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

I miss him :D

I was in his car when taking this photo, with his spec , lolx

Waiting him to go for ATM

* laughsss

He fetching me home as i don hav any transport for temporarily

Why? I had an accident last 2 weeks.

My car was injured and damage quite serious but luckily

I'm fine (:

* Thanks Buddha *

I was still can celebrate my 2oth bday

So i appreciate it.

Life is fragile ; which i learnt through this accident

I will be more careful while on the road for next time

as i don hav all my love ones worry bout me,

feel so bad n hurt for them...

Especially my family

* hugss

Everyday was a gift from god when we still able to see the bright sunshine

I enjoy this 3 weeks life without my car,

i knew is very very unconvenient

but i gain thg that i doesn't expect.

So ...

I did not really lose ,

~~except~~ $$

*haha

The 2oth .

2010-04-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

Red box

Edelweiss Cafe

*****************************

Celebrate my 2oth bday with frens

in 27 & 28

Its was so warm n nice

I appreciate it

This is really blast !

Bt still hope next time can celebrate wif Bf & even

Family!

This make me more warm!

I make 3 same wishes for both celebration

I hope it will come true

I really hope so ......

********************************

These even more warm .......

*someone's special that in my heart*

Although it was so simple

But it touch my heart

Because he was the one i wish n waiting for the whole night

Thanks

I wish ...... my wish will come true !

Life still going on .

2010-04-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

I still remember everything that you told me last time,

but life still going on ...

I keep moving forward and trying my best not to look back.

You're so much for me at that time,

i even choose to wait and stop moving forward jus because of you,

but at last i understand...

Thing that lost would not ever come back.

I stop to dream

Stop to think

Stop to miss

Stop to everything .

I learnt again,

learnt to face the problem in the age of 2o-

which told me that i need to be responsible for all my things,

even is a mistake i need to bear the consequences.

I knew what going on,

i knew what i'm facing for.

Life still going on ...

Although i was not use to when you're not with me.

I swear i learnt

I learnt to be more tough,

as i knew ...

" Tough time never last but tough people will do "

*p/s: I appreciate that you're with me before!

I appreciate that you did love me before!"

Wish you all the best!

Sweet one ...

2010-04-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

I miss them (:

******************************

Stay together no matter how,

friendship that been through tough time before

is the one that really BE,

muackxxx !

*************************************

Both of them planning to continue their degree in KL

Wish them all the best!

I would just continue my journey or the pathway that

i had chose (:

REupdate !

2010-04-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

It was so so so long that i didnt update my blog

I was so so so busy

No more student life for me,

as now i work as a sales n marketing people.

I start working life since 1 Feb 2o1o

and while my blog was been neglected since Jan 2o1o i guess...

*Sorry for all my readers*

Hmm well ...

I was currently enjoying my working life.

It was really busy as i need to travel all the time,

i mean drive up and down,

but as time goes by,

i found that i can adapt it (:

Quite happy thought,

as at first i feel wanna quit and resign so much!

Haha

Then,

I was running business network as well,

as my passive income.

I doing pretty well too,

as i always wanna achieve my dream to become a successful woman

I wanna get the things that i want

in a young n early age!

I belief i could have it!

Ohs ya,

anyhow my birthday was coming soon,

i have " plan " to celebrate it too!

Hope everything will be alright and smooth ...

I wish ... he would remember and celebrate with me.

He wouldn't know how much i want so ,

to celebrate this meaningful day with him!

Last but not least,

i miss my family so so so much!

I love them no matter how,

planning to go home but still waiting 'time'

I need more TIME n FREEDOM ...

我爱你

2010-02-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影

握在手心的默契是明天的指引

无论是远近什么世纪

在天堂拥抱或荒野流离

我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运

我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定

世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己

往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明

像焦虑不安我就任性

怕泄漏你怕所以你生气

我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧

我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地

挡狂风豪雨想让你喘口气

被划破的信心需要时间痊愈

梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清

就紧紧地拥抱去传递

能量和勇气我爱你

我爱你我想去未知的任何命运

我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧

我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去一起仰望星星

一起走出森林一起品尝回忆

一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴

一起更懂自己一起找到意义

让我爱你我不要没有你

我不能没有你绝不能没有你

你还会为我而心痛吗

2010-02-11T17:53:00.000+08:00

我还会让你心痛吗

你还会想起我吗

其实我已经知道答案了

只是不想去面多而已

我知道事实一定会让我心痛

头好痛

心力交瘁不已

身心疲惫得很

全身散了

我顿时忘了自己在哪里

做过什么

如果能失忆

我想我会要求忘掉你这一部

虽然舍不得

但起码往后我不懂伤心流泪是什么感觉

***

我会好好努力活下去

而你我一定能放下

只是我需要时间

心里脑里都是你

2010-02-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

******

电话响了好几次

不是你我都不会接

没心情

更不想去浪费我的时间

******

。。。

2010-02-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

明胜

我真的只想要你

你已经是我生活一部分了

我渐渐习惯有你的日子

只要跟你一起

就算很短暂

就算很简单

就算你没很有心

但是我真的很满足了

如果不要我难过

2010-02-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

你真的知道我怎么想吗？

我能试着了解你你的想法你的人生

但你真的有想过我吗？

如果不要我难过

做法只有一个让我尽全力去对你

不要刻意保持距离

不要对我若即若离

你的忙我能适应

你的时间我能配合

就因为我愿意

不要对我这么狠

不要对我这么残忍

感情的世界里没分对与错

只分要不要

我要所以我愿意

如果真的没结果

我会放手

起码我真的努力过了

她们为什么能和你一起

而我就不行？

你比较爱她们

还是你反而更爱我

不要我受到伤害？

我真的

很想好好对你

有这么难吗？

以后的事

以后再说

如果你不能承诺未来

没关系

如果你不能承诺关系

没关系

我不用你给这么多

只要你真的把我放在心上就好了

我知道人的心不是铁打的

我的真心你会感觉得到的

拍错拖

2010-01-31T12:38:00.000+08:00

混乱在你的身在她心却在我

平时就算亲吻得懒惰

起码分到一半属于我

能原谅她总算是美丽

所以又入围

奇在我甘心等她失势

谁和你拍拖很可畏

能与你安稳不失一门造诣

给听见也觉得失礼

不舍弃我只是你的问题

谁也以为我不会拍错拖

不知我就算知错也未求助

毕竟因你相信爱的我

决定盲目捏着你穿梭

为任性苦因好胜痛的我

只想有日可能等到你肯改过

如未悔过至少隔夜陪伴我

******

期望她虽相貌美丽

不过攻心计

来做瞬间伤你的新贵

为何仍要哑忍一切

迷上你不懂得分丑陋美丽

一早懒理我的身世

不舍弃我只是你的问题

谁也以为我不会拍错拖

不知我就算知错也未求助

毕竟因你相信爱的我

决定盲目捏着你穿梭

为任性苦因好胜痛的我

只想有日可能等到你肯改过

如未悔过至少隔夜陪伴我

******

谁也以为我不会拍错拖

不知我就算知错也未求助

毕竟因你相信爱的我

决定盲目捏着你穿梭

为任性苦因好胜痛的我

只想有日可能等到你肯改过

如未答应至少每夜想起我

******

It was a song from Janice

Hmm recently i was addict with it

I love the lyrics and the music background

Haha

I get my new car

2010-01-28T13:33:00.000+08:00

I get my new car

Viva Elite

1000 CC

Matelit Dark Blue

Although it was not an expensive car

But it really help me a lot,

it make me so convenient to go anywhere.

As a comparison for last time,

I save up the time for taking bus or either walking time.

I love you my car !

Thanks daddy

for everything

I appreciate it so much .

Waiting for next excitement

2010-01-28T13:24:00.000+08:00

Enjoying .

Finding .

Waiting .

I was wandered so much that when can i go travel in oversea

by my own?

I'll try my very best to make it!

It was the next excitement that i was waiting for.

I wanna go !

If you work hard to get something,

and at the end when you get it,

you'll be very happy and you

did get a GREAT satisfaction.

I was waiting this "feeling" so much,

i like challenges and what i'm trying to say,

I'm not afraid of challenges !

Go go go

GOOD MORNING

2010-01-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

I'm happy now .

hehe

Why?

Because i knew what i suppose to do now .

No more ~~emo~~ ever .

Thanks for jean n sasa

for being my counselor !

***

I"M NOT PERFECT

BUT

PART OF ME ARE REALLY AWESOME

***

I miss you seriously

2010-01-15T03:11:00.000+08:00

♥

I dont know that how far that we could go

or how long it will stay.

But just to let you know that

" I miss you and I'm very happy when hang out with you "

♥

If let me choose again,

guess what..

I'll take this pathway again.

Good luck for your presentation!

Jia you.

May the force stay with you always.

♥

Take care .

- end -

What i love ?

2010-01-15T03:04:00.000+08:00

I love myself .

I love self-snapping .

I love to smile .

I love to enjoy the world .

I love to hang out whenever i want to .

I love to talk .

I love to sing .

I love to dance .

I love to be loved .

I love to spend time with those who are precious for me .

The thing i love can reach for hundreds .

But the thing i hate was how many actually ?

Hmm .

I dun have the actual answer for it .

But i will try my best to reduce it .

As ' hate ' will turn myself in a worse condition .

I hope i can stay happy all the time .

I hope to love more than everything .

love

is a powerful magic indeed .

It better than using violent all the time .

Let's love yourself and those who are important for you .

Bless .

I love cendul

2010-01-15T02:54:00.000+08:00

Luckily

I can always have it

all the time i want!

Spending time to taste it

is a [ s w e e t ] moment to have

Penang cendul

dont play play ya !

Sad & Upset

2010-01-15T02:46:00.000+08:00

I hate myself for being so emo again,

but beside emo i dun know what i suppose to do,

i wanna release the tension and stress,

i wanna hold you tight but seem ......

i'm too stupid to own that picture.

You know what,

stupid + stubborn = no cure

I should take your words,

listen it and understand it well.

From now ownwards,

I'll be more careful on everything.

Belief me!

I can protect myself well,

you can't always be by my side,

just like what you had told,

since it was a truth,

why don't just let go everything?

Give me the freedom that i suppose to had

and stop about the nonsence thing anymore.

Thanks for being with me whenever i was not happy and happy

I hope i will not be sad anymore,

Cheer up man ! (:

8.1.10

2010-01-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

GOOD NIGHT

Can i realise my dreams asap ?
=)

YES I CAN !
*May force stay with me*

Today i had a test drive of my new car! (:
Today i had a interview of my job! (:
Today i had a plenty of time sitting in front of my pc! (:
Tomorrow i going to fight for my future! (:

2010

2010-01-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

A brand new year

brand new hope

brand new life

~♥~

Sorry to all my reader

My blog have been neglected for so long

I was really sorry for that.

Since we have move to a new year,

I should do more changes on myself

I wanna get rid from the bad attitudes i had before.

I want to improve myself more!

I wanna achive so much things in this new year.

And even learn more new things,

adapt them in a short time

and get to use it in next time.

I always belief that our future is in our hands,

so nothing is impossible.

Own the confidence towards yourself.

♥

For personal problem,

its still the same.

I still waiting for someone that really could rely on.

So let's focus more on my work and business.

Hit me back if you're interested to have your own business

Happy new year to all friends

May you all always in a pink of health and stay happy all the time!

I'll keep update my blog,

stay turned ya!

♥

Live my life to the fullest as there are always someone to support me

真心换背叛，绝情

2009-12-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

原来真心换背叛，绝情是这样的滋味

我真的很想给他一巴要他醒悟

这一次真的够了

我明白了

下一次我会更小心了朋友之间也得防

否则受伤的那个会是自己

我不想浪费时间了

往我的目标方向前进

除了家人事业

其他的无所谓

我没那个必要

有时候真的有时候

我会希望我遇到的难题可以不要这么多吗

可是我知道就因为这样

我变得更坚强更勇敢

我知道我绝对受益

但是有时我会担心我会撑不过来

可能佛陀真的对我那么有信心吗

我也想像其他和我年纪一样的女生

上上课谈恋爱逛街聊聊天郊游

可是我知道我却选了一条比较辛苦的路

我放弃了可以升大学的希望

我很想去国外念书

我也很想在国外念书时找个大学男朋友

可是我知道这只是一个梦

一个美丽的梦

或许把这个梦留给我的弟妹

或许比较实际比较能实现

我从来也没有埋怨

我的命运已经很好了

感恩都来不及了哪来埋怨

如果不是为了家人

或许我没那么勇敢坚强

我想要证明我不输人

我虽然是个女人但绝对有能力为父亲分担

为了他们

我无怨无悔我心甘情愿

这一辈子最值得的

还是因为我拥有他们

其他的都是假的

无论发生什么事

他们就是二话不说的站在你那边支持你

他们不会怀疑你不会背叛你

永永远远爱着你

所以家人对我永远是最重要的

我一路走来一直都在学习

一直都在领悟这个人生

我或许遇到逆境比较多

但我感谢它因为真的让我成长很多

我开始学会从逆境中走向顺境

也开始学会如何面对

有时被冷水淋才能让我们更快成长
我们浇花浇树时不都用冷水
是不是它们也成长得比较快呢

无论如何我还是要感谢在我生命出现过的人
无论是贵人敌人路人陌生人亲人爱人
都是为我的人生添上色彩的人
每一个人给的颜色都不一样
这样我才有七彩

感恩佛陀点醒我
引导我走向我该走的地方

过去的我不会留恋因为我一直往前跑
追求未来
明天不一定会更好但更好的明天一定会来到
爱花加油！小小的挫折没有什么！

3 days 2 night in pg

2009-11-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

MUMMY , AUNT & GRANDMA

Came to Penang for visit me !

* No pictures , sorry
But only with words.

They

decided to visit me in last minute

as my aunt not sure that whether she can get

off day from her boss or not.

First night,

stayed at Evergreen Laurel Hotel.

We went Prangin Mall for shopping and

dinner at newland.

Night time,

we went to batu ferrighi for a 'look'.

The next day,

early in the morning,

we went for dim sum that located opposite KDU college.

Then,

I brought them for a tour in my college.

After that,

we went for Kek Lok Shi.

The last visit they had was

about ten years before,

so they found out that now

it was really different from last time.

Then,

we had the famous laksa in Ayer Itam.

Taste great!

Then,

headed back to gurney.

Shopping again !

Went for Sakae Sushi for high tea

and Gurney Drive for dinner.

Damn so many people!

They sleep at my place ~

We was chit-chatting before sleep.

3rd day,

had breakfast in Pulau Tikus

while

lunch in New World Park in

one chinese restaurant.

Send them back to ferry terminal,

waved my hand and said good bye.

I miss them so much!

I really appreciate that they are always there

for me (:

I love you mama, aunt, grandma

and my family !

*No one else can
stay in my heart,
except you all !

I shall get more rest

2009-11-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

SICK .

Hope to get recover soon,

Papa although i was not feeling well,

but still i will wait you there.

No matter how hard or difficult will be,

i will try my very best to you!

~~NO MORE SICK~~

Feeling well soon (:

Good nite & stay happy

* When i really try my very best,

the result will not upset me.

In my mind,

I believe if you would not give up that easy,

you will get the result that you want,

why?

You believe in yourself that nothing is impossible.

There's a Hero Lies In Me

2009-11-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

In my heart, there is always a Hero ...
The Hero was in my heart since for so long.
He give me motivation to move on.
He give me strength and energy.

So when i feel like hope is gone,
i will look inside my heart and be strong,
as i will finally see him that he was lies with me.

He was always my bright star,
he will always be the one i care the most.
I really so appreciate that god give him to me.
I will try my very very best to love him
and stay with him until the end of my day.

Good luck for tomorrow marathon!
I will wait you in the final point.
I love you , papa!
Take good care, you're the Hero that lies in me...

Take good care and rest well

2009-11-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

Not enough sleep for this few days.

So tired. Later still wanna hang out with frens until midnight lol

But at least they accompany me when i'm not happy.

They playing important roles to cheer me up !

Tommorrow gonna sleep until evening to cover back.

Since i have not working.

Rest well (:

Dress up and make up done now.

Waiting for her to fetch me.

Worry about myself that did i really need someone to assist me always?

Ohs my. Can i cheer myself up?

Sure of course, by shopping!

After shopping, everything will be forgoted hehe

Hmm but since my fren so so so good wanna cheer me,

so save money save time and save energy * for myself

Bye and good night.

Sweet dream and sleep tight!

Muackx ~

It's November

2009-11-05T01:06:00.002+08:00

I choose the path way that less people took.

I choose to be someone that really ' wow '.

The journey begin.

I need to move forward with double step and energy.

No regret no tears no even a word that show it was harsh.

Proud to be me.

Proud to have dreams, proud to have everything i had.

I have a deep breath and thought this few day.

I don't want to be regret.

God must always notice about me.

Because when each time,

I was in a 'stuck' condition,

He will show me the right way where i suppose to go.

It's November again.

I will not forget last year, what happen to me in this month.

I had wake up.

Enough for me to have nonsence play and fooling around.

I found out one thing.

I, myself was the most biggest challenge in the world.

I'll get through it.

Stay calm and still, i'll work it out.

It was winter in oversea.

I will have a chance to see the snow by my eyes and by myself.

Snowing symbolize warm and romantic time for me.

Let's think about you sitting in front of the ' house fire ',

putting ur hand beside it to get warm and drink a cup of hot chocolate.

Hmmm...... how nice it could be.

Ohs my , i will have it.. i knew.

People say, story will make someone to become more interesting.
(有故事的人）

So, i like story.

I'll have a lot of story to share when i was on top.

And you know what, i was also talkative.

So, i guess i'll be a good story teller and story's background.

I mean... good story and good teller.

Listen to saxophone music now.

Damn smooth and relax, make my brain keep working.

Non stop illustarte a lot of thing ....

Yea, life is so interesting!

Most of all, i enjoy my life.

No matter it was sweet or bitter, i still move on with a frown smile.

Why not smile? Since everyday when we open up our eyes,

we still see the blue sky and the one we love at our aside.

Mmmm what a lovely November...

The sparks for the dreams lighted up and will keep on light.

I love ♥ myself so much (:

曾经

2009-11-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

曾经　我拥有好多毫无限的能力

为爱奔波劳累

现在　感觉没有这样的理由或力气了

再刻骨铭心的爱　都会有尽头的一天

除非　死时都抱在一起死

但是　这美丽的神话

又有多少人会有

在一起　只需要两颗心

真的就这样吗

或许　我真的看得比较远

或许　我真的想得比较多

我没有时间　再玩爱情这游戏

与其　浪费时间倒不如一个人

过我自己的生活

爱情　不把它包装起来

其实　只有责任没有浪漫

我　不要求浪漫

不要求甜言蜜语

不要求爱的轰轰烈烈

只要份　稳当而安定的感情

我　需要个男人

成熟　稳中的男人

事业　家庭并重的男人

我想我的要求也不过分吧

只不过　我一直好像还没遇到对的人

过去　从来我都不会留恋

因为　我一直在寻找在追求未来

与其　守着未知数的他

倒不如趁早放手

这样　对他也公平

曾经　我真的很爱他

但那份爱　早就成为过去

而那时的我　也停留在过去

如果　如今我真的再爱上他

我　会把他给找回

但　未来的未知数太多了

我　不能够松懈

我得继续　往前跑

感情　我让它顺其自然

但不是对的人　我决不会心软

生命是脆弱的

2009-11-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

原来生命是那么的脆弱

我其实知道很久了

只是这一次真的让我好好反省

到底活在这世上为了什么

一场意外就带走了一位我认识的朋友

我和她并不熟悉但是她是我学长的女朋友

这件新闻很轰动相信很多人都会议论纷纷

我没想过会在报章上会看到这样的事

更没想过她会离开

我替爱她的人难过

她的家人朋友甚至是男朋友

如果有天我也离开了

想想我的父母弟妹还有好多爱我的人不知会怎样

我想肯定痛死了

尤其是我的双亲辛辛苦苦把我养的那么大

那份痛真的只往心里流

那份伤也只有他们知道

我不想我的人生有任何遗憾

我想说我每天都很认真在过我的生活

每一分每一秒我都很珍惜

我们或许有很多选择

但往往或许我们没有选择

她没有选择

她才19/20 岁还很年轻还有很长的路要走

可是老天已经把她带走了

我想每个人真的需要找到活着的原因

不要盲目的活着盲目的郭每一天

毫无目标毫无乐趣的

起码我知道我为了家人而很努力的生活

或许这就是我的原因和我的推动力

我和爱我的父母和弟妹

尤其是父亲他是我的命根

我不贪心 我只希望在我还没达成我的梦想时

他都能陪在我身边

“我很爱我的爸爸”

我只希望给他最好的

人家都说把好的留给你爱的人

Dad

2009-11-01T23:24:00.000+08:00

I love him so much.

Daddy

was a great gift from god,

i was so glad i'm her daughter.

Jus back from my home,

so sweet so warm so nice.

Daddy

hold me tight once i reach jetty.

He know i'm confusing in love,

he know i lost.

But he give me a very good place to rely on.

He told me to be strong,

he told me whatever i decide,

he is always be there for me.

Damn touch!

I love him more than i could say.

He was really number 1 in my heart,

irresplaceable.

*******************************

I feel bad about myslef this fews days.

I found out that,

i seem like a 'broom star' that appear in his life.

May be without knowing me,

his life will be better.

But honestly,

we're born to know each other.

From the first day,

when we're in the same class,

there're something happened that really unexplainable.

Take care.

I'll keep the secret in my deep heart

C H R I S T I N E

Blog [ Dead ]

Blur

Craping

Sweet love

New chapter

No C,M,Y but left K

我决定了

Late Midnight

Hurts

Pray *ing . Miss*ing

My Feeling

A R G H

Go for passionate, and i still believe

Good Luck & All The best

It was Sunday

A late post

Curse

Time flies

Dragon-i

Simple day

Stay cool

FIFA 2010

Bed Time

The only rose

Amelia Cafe, QEII and Cucuk Udang

Football n ME

Just want a simple n peaceful one

Sistahood

k l

My Dinner

What i want now & next

Will blog often

I'm miss purple

Miss my family

Good morning !

Say bye bye to brown

Purple

Woolala

The 2oth .

Life still going on .

Sweet one ...

REupdate !

我爱你

你 还会为我而心痛吗

心里脑里都是你

。。。

如果 不要我难过

拍错拖

I get my new car

Waiting for next excitement

GOOD MORNING

I miss you seriously

What i love ?

I love cendul

Sad & Upset

8.1.10

2010

真心换背叛，绝情

3 days 2 night in pg

I shall get more rest

There's a Hero Lies In Me

Take good care and rest well

It's November

曾经

生命是脆弱的

Dad

Pray ing . Missing

你还会为我而心痛吗

如果不要我难过